So its been awhile since I last posted and thought I should try to write something down. Since I last posted I've been to Costa Rica and tromped through the jungle, zipped through the tree tops, and laid around on a tropical beach.
And then it was back to work. Which has been very difficult to focus on. I've been back a month and still can't bring myself to care that much. But after yesterday I really don't care. Yesterday we had a VIP at work, so of course we throw them a party, and the President of the company shows them around and introduces them to everyone. When they pass me and a coworker the president says "These girls are in the ____ department." Then the president turns towards me and says "But more importantly this girl is dating one of our engineers." Good to know that my only importance to the company is that I'm sleeping with a tech guy. Not that I've been with the company for over two years and that I used to be a pretty hard worker, nope whats important is that I'm dating an engineer. Who cares who I'm dating! That has absolutly nothing to do with my job. About 5 minutes after they passed me by I thought of all the things I should have said. Things that would have got me in trouble and things that wouldn't have. Like I could have said "Yes thats true but I also worked on this project last month" or "What business is it of yours who I'm dating and why would you bring it up at work?"